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Chinese New Year (0)

It's Chinese

New Year today and it has been 2 years since i celebrated my old traditional chinese new year.

Last year, i webcammed with my family and i broke down.

But i am much stronger this year. I intensively Skyped with my family for the past 2 days and i DID NOT CRY AT ALL!

What an achievement! Bahhaa..

Anyways, CNY here is nothing like home. :(

Labels: Family

Have you met my baby Sage? She is 2 yrs old, a BLACK German Shepherd Mix Lab. We saved her from the shelter.

She is totally opposite of what we were looking for. We wanted a smaller, shed less and less active and Sage is totally opposite of it. She is a sweetheart tho, that's how she win our hearts.

This is when we were 'testing' her at the shelter before we decided to apply to bring her home.

The first week was hard to train her to pee and poo outside. We actually thought she hates peeing and pooing on snow coz NJ has been snowing like every single week. It is impossible to get the old snow to melt coz the snow just keeps coming in!

We both love her so much.

I am glad both of us are taking this step in our relationship, another commitment.

Labels: Family, Life, Sage

Snowmagaddeon (2)

I know i overused this 'snowmagaddeon' word on my FB and Twitter, but it's seriously the worst snow ever that happened across the East Coast.
I am glad it all happened on weekdays, coz i was so stressed over my studies coz i was suppose to have test yesterday and i was 4 chapters behind. :S Thank God schools were closed and i am safe!

So we hung out at home the whole day. Watched Nani got Red Card. Sucks!

Later on in the evening with the GILA BLIZZARD, we all went out for their restaurant's annual dinner. OMG! Damn gila...
We're all dressed up for it, that what i like about it..

I miss the CNY feel. :( I have to work somemore on CNY/Vday.
Wish everyone will have a great CNY and Valentine's Day..
Please be in the best of health..

Labels: Event, Family, Love, Pictures, Video

Untitled.. Maybe I Am Empty (1)

It hurts..
I miss my family every single minute of my life here, in USA.
I know my mummy is trying her very best to get her ass here to visit me.
I am afraid i am demanding too much from my mummy.
My grandma ain't gonna be at home to take care of my sister any longer.
What if my mother is here, where is my sister gonna be?
Who is gonna take care of her?
I feel like a selfish bitch again..

But i miss my mother..

Labels: Family, Life

Birthday Blues (2)

Another 6 more days i would be 21 years old. Again, i have birthday blue tho i am looking forward to get my Ugg Boots and to be able to drink alcohol legally in the United States.
Besides that, i have nothing much to look forward to. I have no friends and no RDs to celebrate my birthday with, no mama and family(that includes my gila cousin, Jill), Wankit has finals on the 21st Dec and there wouldn't be anyone at home with me on my birthday.

But what i am proud of is, i had reached this far in life. I always known that i had been a nasty and bitchy daughter for the past 18 years of my life since i was born, i am glad i am a better person now to my mama and to myself. I am firm with what i want to do in life and future. I am paying for my own college with just waitressing(probably will get some extra jobs in future). I am very proud of who i am today.

First of all i wanna truly thank my mama, who is always scolding me which at certain point really did work and loves me unconditionally,
I wanna thank Peng Ee(Jill's mama), who had always been so mean to me and never stop lecturing me and really shows that she truly cares for me,
i wanna thank the RDs, who had always leading me to the right path when i was really lost in life and you guys will always be in every chapter of my life,
i wanna thank Thini, Sandra and Christine, whom made such a great impact in my life and had always been a good friend who never fails to listen to my problems,
and most of all, i wanna thank Wankit,
for being such a great lover who completely changed my life in many perspective ways, love me so much that i don't even think no one had ever loved me so much besides my mama, guided me, made me a much much better person that i was, never made me fail to love you more each day and always make me happy. What we have now, is my biggest achievement for these past 21 years and i am proud of ourselves too. I never knew i could love someone so much that i could give everything up in Malaysia and fly millions of miles away for you. What we have now, is what i want in future, hope we'll stay this way for as long as possible.

I guess i am not that blue on my birthday after all.

Labels: Birthdays, Family, Friends, Life

Unexpected Lost On My First Snow. So I Made My Wish.. (2)

For the whole week, we were expecting snow last Saturday. I was so excited since it's my first snow. :D
Then i wonder, those American movies when they wake up seeing everything outside covered in snow and pretend to be so shock, are all really acting. Coz everyone here check at least one week ahead weather forecast and if there is snow, we will expect snow.. =.=
I have no idea what i am talking about but i hope you know what i mean.

Anyway, it first started off like this..

When you look up to the sky when it snows, you will feel like you're in an ice-kacang bowl when the ice-kacang machine is making the frost. Like everything is falling on you.. Pretty scary i must say.

I was so happy and all with the snow until i reach my work. I found out that the Mexican busboy just passed away and he is at my age. :( How unexpected. Everyone was really sad. He's a great kid, always help me out. What a tragedy.

Life is.. very very unexpected.

Anyway, we went to McD after work and i took some shots, coz i felt like the scene looks so fake. Like i'm in a studio set.

I prefer the morning better.

The car all covered in snow.

Then we went to Atlantic City with his Aunt who just came from Malaysia for holidays.

Wankit's aunt also brought some stuff from my mummy. :D

My 21st birthday gift, A Key to FREEDOM.

Well, i got my freedom earlier but still, it's official!

And my mummy got me tons of Japanese rice sprinkles thing from Daiso. Hehe...

Labels: Birthdays, Family, Pictures, Travel

America’s First Zoo

The whole family had their day off today. So we headed to the zoo! Yea, again..
I don’t mind, coz i love animals. They are so amazing. Although i was still scared and a little terrified by the haunting video on Youtube of the Singapore Zoo White Tiger eating a man.

We visited the first American Zoo in Philadelphia today.

This monkey is so adorable

Before i snap the picture, it was covering it’s face with his hand. I guess it didn’t know where to go and it was thinking, “alamak, use which branch ah?”.