Bye Bye

I hate listening to radio. Was at Aunt's car on my way to college this morning, this local radio station played Mariah Carey's Bye Bye and Christine for singing it like the whole morning. Reminded me of Nicholas dedicated that song to me when the incident happened to Ringo. I really miss him. I misses his presents. I misses his silliness. I misses his bites on my arms and the way he misses me when i wasn't around. It really hurting to recall what happened. I wish i could take it all back. I still haven't forgive myself for what happened and i will never forgive myself... Ringo, you'll always be a part of my life.

"Bye Bye"

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings, and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

[Chorus:]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye

(Bye Bye [3x])
Bye bye

And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever

[Chorus]

(bye bye bye bye bye bye [3x])
Bye bye

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

I wanna dedicate this song to everyone who lost somebody close and dear. And most of all, i hope Ringo knows that i love him alot, and i always will.

I wanna thank God for blessing my aunt through the op today without entering the ICU. I hope she'll be fully recover in no time.

Haih.. Really miss Wankit's presence. Lots of things haven't been goin well between us. I hope we;ll be fine soon. Labels: Family, Life, Love, Music, Pictures