Christine turns 21 years old yesterday. So we celebrated with her at The Curve.
Had lunch.
Bought her The Fray CD.
Sing K.
Had fun.
Somehow leaded me to someone i don’t know who i had become. The old me, won’t spend money on these when i don’t have money. I used to lecture my exboyfriend on prioritizing, and i am becoming like him. I am so broke, and yet i said yes to karaoke. What is wrong with me?
I am somehow disappointed in myself. I want to change. I want to change back to who i was. The Mels who studies for finals. The Mels who care about and manage her $$ well.
I don’t want Wankit to have a horrible wife in future that spends like this. He made me realized who i had become, thank God for that. I really don’t know what to do besides doing the best i can for myself and him. I want to change. I don’t want him to repeat the history again. I love him, and he deserves better than this.
I need to change.
Hope you had a great great birthday Christine..
I will post the pictures up tomorrow..
Labels: Birthdays, Friends, Life, Love, Outings, Prayer
2 Responses:
resh here..we know kl isnt as cheap anymore..even we the ones who stay here feel the pinch..so its ok if u spending abit more but as long u know where the money is going too..n i feel if the money is to fill ur stomach then its ok la =) so dont worry so much k..things will fit into place when its suppose too..maybe just spend wisely and dont shop too much but dont skip meals k..=) hugss
Thanks reshy
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