Hormones

I went for US Visa interview today and i got it! Woot!

So i can’t wait to say goodbye to everything here and start anew with the one i truly love the most besides my family.

Was watching Grey’s Anatomy Season 5 Episode 19 the night before.. Something about this soup opera, makes me cry almost every single episode! It’s like a second Touched by an Angel. Alright, i was crying the other night because something happened to Izzie, some kinda terminal cancer. She hide it from her friends and blah blah blah.. She was scared to tell her friends, her doctor friends. She was scared that nobody will be there for her and blah blah blah.. But she told Yang. Yang wanted to help her but she refuse to receive treatment. So Yang couldn’t just sit and watch her die, so she told everyone.. The episode ended with her friends helping her to get dress to stay in the hospital for treatments..

Kinda makes me think, who would be those friends who will be by my dying bed, sincerely, besides Wankit and my family?

Friends, i have plentiful of them. Close friends, i have very rare of them.

I have plentiful of superficial friends whom i thought they are my true friends, until college starts.. Life happened.. Different common grounds? Whoever they became, i don’t wanna be them. But it’s them after all, i have no say on their behavior.

Well, before that i did try to keep in touch with them all. I tried calling them as often as possible when they were in college and i was still in Form 6. Silly silly me.. When i don’t call, they never call back nor even try to chat with me.

Now, i should be clear on who’s worth keeping as a friend and who is not huh?

But i was more foolish to hold on to the friendship that i thought it was there.

So i cared and concerned a lil.. And, my comment was deleted and labeled motherly.

Life happened. People changed. Friends come and go, but true friends and true love stays.

I have true friends, luckily.. It’s just a pity that we are studying so far from each other.. Trust me, she knows me the best after Jillian, Mummy and Wankit.. Grew up together. Gossiped. Played.. She’s the one who always finishes my sentences, don’t know how lah! I still don’t see any difficulties for me to turn to her when i needed a shelter and advice, or just plainly talk crap. We still chat alot everyday, keep in touch, hang out once in awhile.. She’s a friend that i would wanna keep for a long long long long time.

And there is another one.. Same pre-u, now same college. She’s always been a very good listener, no wonder she’s doing psychology. We will always try to meet up in college, when we have free time. I see no reason dumping you. It’s just sad that i won’t be able to meet up with you in college anymore. I’m very sure we’ll keep in touch.. Coz i’m sure i’ll need a psychologist by my side.

Then these 2 monster. Crazy jokers that i sadly met in college.. We should have met earlier. Spent most of my everyday in college with both of them.. Really glad to meet someone like you both, so nice, crazy!!, cool and unsmoked and undrunk. Haha.. Been a very good listener too.. It’s a pity i won’t be staying long to be apart of both of your lives.. I will miss you both alot.

As for the other good friends, i’ll try my very best to keep in touch with you all. I know you all do care, you know who you are.

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