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I recorded a demo of a cover. Today is a really emotional day for me. I just can’t let go of so many things. Well, not that alot but, it’s major enough to me alot of things. I think i miss her alot..

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It’s Colbie Caillet’s I Never Told You.

It just breaks my heart thinking of her.. :(

Jill : Wanna record together this song?


I Never Told You (0)


When will i get over this?

I miss everything about you everyday.

It is hurting me each day.

I wish i can tell you all the things i have inside.

I guess i have to live with this regret.




Random thoughts : If i choose a power, i want to bring back the dead.

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Watch Over (0)


I’ve been really busy with the show. Doing the preparation.. I’ve given such a great opportunity to prove myself to my lecturer and myself. It’s a time for me to challenge myself to see if i have what it takes to produce and direct, or, to be in this industry.

I really hope i pick the right song, the right music that fits the show. I hope i designed a great graphic and opening and credits that makes the show impressive. I don’t want to just make a show for the sake of being a producer and  director, i wanna produce a show that has all the elements that are able to sell in the market. If the pilot is not good enough, i want to improve.

Last week, i received 2 recognition, one is from my college, another is from Who’s Who. I would really like to thank Amy, our International students Officer to nominate me to both of these recognition. It will really help my resume in future. This is my first semester, and obviously, i don’t have any GPA, but i am a little active in my clubs and classes. I’m really happy for what i got today. :D

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I know she is watching over me..

It’s weird that my perspective changed when i am in America. When i was back home in Malaysia, i was in a race with everyone else to graduate as soon as possible and WORK. I felt so pulled back when i entered Form 6. I felt, everyone is ahead of me.. I felt, very pressured. But when i am here, i am really relaxed and focused. I am taking my time, doing things that i love, without feeling pressured by the society. There are people here who are in their 30s, 40s and 50s, are still studying.. I know a person who is 26, and she is now started studying.. She told me after high school, she traveled, danced and live the life. Now is time for her to settle down. She doesnt look 26 at all. I bet she really lived the life.. I am beginning to enjoy my life now. Doesn’t matter if i am studying while working, i am still coping well and living healthily. Unlike when i was in Malaysia, studying while working were really killing me and tire me all the time. I am looking at a different point of view in life now.. The most important thing in life is, cherish every moment and live the life like there is no tomorrow.

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The Adrenaline Rush Through My Vein (1)


Spring semester is going to end soon. I had learnt so many things in my TV class, not in my ESL classes of coz. :P

Anyway, here are some results of what i had learnt.. It’s the experiences that counts. I am so blessed to be able to pursue my dreams here. I really wanna thank my teammates, classmates and Prof. Jennifer Joyce for the full support in this class and all the cooperation you gave in class.

This is my first directed commercial…

Many flaws huh? That’s because this commercial is edited LIVE in the control room!!! :s

Then this is my first project EVER in this class..

I was in charge with all of the graphics and the Graphics Generator. As usual huh?

It was all really fun!

And kudos to Katie’s team for such creative and fun commercial!

This end of semester, i’m gonna produce and direct a Game Show in my college’s channel. It’s actually a dating game show. Sounds corny huh? Trying to make it a upbeat and urban game show for the county. :D Been really stressed to put everything all up together before the ‘Pilot’/production day. Wish me all the best!

I finally found where i belong. I finally found what i wanna do in future.

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What about now? (0)

Quick post before I meet up my lecturer about my show. I miss her.. I hate this kinda feeling.. I feel so empty whenever I think about her.. I really want to bring her back and keep her safe with me.. It's funny, we said our goodbyes months before we should. Till today, I find it hard to believe..

Westlife song day today!

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Sakura (0)


I absolutely love Spring! They have flowers that are pink or white on trees all around..
Never knew a tree can grow so many flowers, that are pink in color before leaves..
So beautiful i must say.. It's like i'm in Japan..
It's even more beautiful when the wind blows the flowers to the ground..
Thank God for such beautiful creation..

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