Are You Happy With Who You Are With? (0)

I always dreamt of being with a guy who knows how to cook or musically talented.

Not to get me wrong, i am still hopelessly in love with Wankit.

But have you ever wonder, does all these qualities that you wanted in your future husband or wife really matters at the end of the day?

I don't know.

Are you happy with the person you end up with?

Are they the lady or man of your dream?

Sometimes i wonder, most of us ended up with the OPPOSITE of what they expected their partners to be.

I have friend swore that he hates cheerleaders when he was in high school, now he is happily in a relationship with an used to be cheerleader.

Does qualities really matters when love just hits you hard on your face?

Labels: Life, Love

What The Future Holds? (2)

I am finally getting my very own Canon T2i. No, i can't afford it.

I have to thank Jillian, Jill's mom and my mommy for sending me the money to get this camera to pursue my dream in filming.

I am so excited and thrilled to get this precious camera.

It's so expensive that i feel nervous. I feel like i don't deserve it.

I'm scared.

I feel like i don't know what my future holds after i get this camera.

I wanna thank them so much! So excited!

Labels: Life

Cheers! (0)

Cheers to a friend who gave me shit today!

Question : Do i still give credits to a close friend who did nothing but shit for me in a project? or should i just do my fucking best and give all the credits to myself?

I only left 5 more subjects in Mercer then i am out to 4 year college!

Stressful week this weekend.

Friday : 9am till 4pm Shooting for "Trail on Fire"

Saturday : 9:30am till 4pm Shooting for "Trail on Fire"

5:30pm till 11pm work

Sunday : 9am till wee hours work for Sky Blue FC Game Day

Monday : Hopefully no work so i can dedicate the entire day for Motion Graphics animation

Tuesday : Motions Graphics animation due!

〄FML〄

Labels: College, Life

Shake It Off (1)

These past few days i had been busy doing assignments, i still am.

So i became a lil lazier to put on make up and dress well to college.

Plus my charming lecturer ❤ said i look better without make up.

Today, a random guy(i think he's a orang gila but a student), stop at the opposite direction of the library entrance with the door open but i was gonna exit through another door.

And he stared at me as i walked pass. So i said thanks, assuming he was waiting for me with the door open.

As i walked out from the building, he stop me.

And here is our conversation.

Guy

Hey! Hi! My name is 'guy'.

Me

Owh hi! I'm Melanie. Nice to meet you.

Guy

So where are you from?

Me

I'm from Malaysia.

Guy

Great! What is your major?

Me

I'm in digital film.

Guy

Well, i'm in performing arts! Our field is kinda related.

Me

Er.. If you say so.

Guy

So what do you plan to go to from film? Directing?

Me

Er.. I'm not quite sure yet.(if we're close i would tell him but i didn't)

Guy

Can we be friends? Maybe we can work together? I do wanna make some movies in future.(amboi! macam nak tidur dengan director je)

Me

Yea.. We can be friends??

Guy

You are so beautiful. I couldn't help but to notice you.

Me

Are you sure coz i don't have make up on.

Guy

You look amazing without any make up.

Me

Thanks!

Guy

Can i have your number?

Me

I'm sorry. I don't simply give out my numbers except for my classmates.

Guy

I am your classmates, we're in the same college.

Me

No. We're not in the same subject.

Guy

We're gonna work together.

Me

I'm sorry. Maybe i'll see you around and when i feel more comfortable giving you my number, i will. I gotta go now.

Guy

Do you know Jesus?

Me

Yes?

Guy

You believe in him?

Me

Yes i do?

Guy

We believe in him together. See, we have so much in common. We're almost in the same major and we know Jesus.

Me

Er.. I'm sorry. Maybe if i see you around more, then we'll talk.

Guy

Why don't i give you my number?

Me

No thanks. I don't think i'll be needing it. I really gotta go.

Guy

Owh really?

Me

yes. It's nice meeting you.

RAN AS FAST AS POSSIBLE!

Gila!

Labels: College, Life

Here and Now (0)

I don't know how many of you still read my blog but i am still writing anyway, just in case, just in case, there are one of you out there still cares and read my blog.

Recently my hormones has been all over me. I was really really emotional.

Perhaps it's Spring Break and i have nothing much to do and my period refuse to come!

I felt so unpretty, so asian.

When the break is over, i get back to college and my lecturer slap me with 3 big fat projects that requires lots of shit work.

Then my group that i was working with for Studio 167 didn't invite me to join their group.

☹

I was really sad. I didn't know what's wrong with me.

I really wanna ask them what's wrong but i think things are just better left unsaid.

Was it because i am a control freak? Or something else?

I was really really down. Feeling very lonely.

Made me really homesick. Made me miss my family so much.

Anyway, time to move on.

So i'll be entering 2 video contest. 1 is to win a Louis Vuitton speedy bag with make up goodies.

The other one is to win an internship at CW.

Wish me luck!

By the way, i am interning at Sky Blue FC with Wankit(my bf) now.

He got me this job.

My responsibilities are to shoot the entire home soccer match.

That easy.

PEACE!

Labels: College, Drama, Life, Work

A Lill Bit of This A Lil Bit Of That (0)

It has been awhile since i updates the blog. ☹

Well, i had been pretty busy with college homework lately.

My classmates(one of them own a Canon T2i) and i wrote a fantastic script about 2 girls trapped in a studio late at night by a computer that takes over and the title is 'Studio 167'

Shot it and directed it. SO HAPPY with some of the shots that i directed.

But i didn't know we all have to edit our own one for our lecturer. SCREW IT!

So i am a lil behind. *tiu*

Here's some pictures to see what you've missed.

I was busy with the college basketball championship

broadcasting for the college channel

I was in charge of the audio.

My baby Sage.

She has been a very good girl.

Wankit and i love her to death!

She is so adorable.❤❤❥♥

We've been taking her to dog parks and she socializes

very well with other dogs.

I'm a proud mummy.

Our 3rd year anniversary❥.

I can't believe we've been together for 3 years now.

This is my longest relationship ever! Haha.. And it shall forever be.

I can't believe despite living together for almost 2 years,

we are still crazily in love with each other.

I really wanna thank God for sending him to be my life companion.♡

We were actually very excited about dinning at this

expensive Korean buffet that serves oysters, tobiko, crab, SEA URCHIN,

and many more.

But when were actually having it, we don't feel anything.

Perhaps we ate too much which made us feel uncomfy.

Me looking tired at our 3rd year anniversary coz i had

10am till 7pm classes non-stop that day.

And shooting for my film which was a pure fun!

Since now it's Spring break, i planned to cook some nice

homecook food for MYSELF♔.

Got Choi Geok's recipe from Natasha!

It's like everyone's traditional CNY dish.

Reminds me so much about home and my warm warm family members.

It's so delicious! Just what i've been craving for.

Then a few days ago i went over to MeiLi's place to look for her.

She live like 30 minutes drive from my place.

But she live in such an amazing and laid back town.

Brought some Choi Geok for her too, she loves it.

By the way, Meili is a Swedish mix Hong Kie, photographer.

So i can connect the most with her and our age is about the same,

so no problem at bonding.

She takes amazing pictures!

And i can read and write a lil chinese now!

我是學生。 我不是美國人。我老時都不時美國人。 我們是中國人。

我愛我的嗎嗎，爸爸, 妹妹 和 我的男朋友。

Awesome huh?

My break is coming to an end and i haven't gone any further with my Audio Production homework and my animation for Motion Graphics. DIE DIE!

Spent too much time with the dog at the park and editing my short film.

I'm a lil OCD sometimes. I want everything to be up to my standard.

I guess that's a good thing.

I'll upload it here tomorrow morning.

Time for me to hit the sheets and get some snooze!

Maybe the rest of my break i shall indulge and educate myself more with some movies!

Labels: College, Event, Food, Life, Love, Pictures, Sage

SO! Valentine's Day! (0)

I am not a big fan of Valentine's Day. I don't need to receive any gifts and i won't buy any gifts and i won't wish anyone. I think it's too over commercialized. But one thing i love to do on Valentine's Day is to drag Wankit out to eat! I love to eat! It's an excuse to indulge with expensive food!

:D Food makes me really happy! woot! We had japanese cuisine. I just wanna eat. :D

Love my life. I was so hungry that i dig in without even snapping any picture. Haha!

I had a great dinner. Like i said, i am not a big fan of Valentine's Day.

I just don't think it's special. I prefer celebrating Anniversaries. More special. No one else is celebrating it with you. HA! How special it is?

Anyway, just accomplish my TV 2 1 minute short story. I did a story of Wankit and i and it's a gift for our 3 years anniversary. I am pretty proud of it but i kinda dun like the voice over. Sound very cheezy. Bleh!

Labels: College, Life, Love

Baby Sage (0)

Have you met my baby Sage? She is 2 yrs old, a BLACK German Shepherd Mix Lab. We saved her from the shelter.

She is totally opposite of what we were looking for. We wanted a smaller, shed less and less active and Sage is totally opposite of it. She is a sweetheart tho, that's how she win our hearts.

This is when we were 'testing' her at the shelter before we decided to apply to bring her home.

The first week was hard to train her to pee and poo outside. We actually thought she hates peeing and pooing on snow coz NJ has been snowing like every single week. It is impossible to get the old snow to melt coz the snow just keeps coming in!

We both love her so much.

I am glad both of us are taking this step in our relationship, another commitment.

Labels: Family, Life, Sage

Tumblr Fun or Blogspot (0)

So i've been caving in the wings of Tumblr coz i purchased the theme for $9! Haha.. But i realized it's not the blogging style that i wanted it to be. Yea, it seems nice when people ❤ my post BUT I CAN'T REPLY them! Really FRUSTRATING!

So tell me if it is better to blog here or @Tumblr?

I'm going down to NYC to renew my passport. Grr~~ COLD! ❄
It's snowing like every single week.
I only life snow during Christmas seasons.

♔

Labels: Life

Detestable Summer (1)

I know i had been complaining the unbearable heat here in Jersey, i am still gonna complain. The heat is gonna give me a heat stroke soon.

Last summer when i first came, there was really greeny grass and lots of greeny trees around, duh, Jersey the Garden State. This summer, the grass are light brownish! What a total eye sore! The heat is unbearable, the sun is burnable, this summer is detestable. I am so hating this summer.

 

Honestly, i rather freeze myself during winter, at least i can put on more clothes and BOOTS! And it’s more fun to layer your clothes.

Now summer is just the lesser the better, pretty routine i must say, tanks, shorts and flip flops.

 

Uggh! Kill me! I just hope this Wednesday’s weather in Philadelphia will be cooling. COZ I’LL BE WATCHING MANCHESTER UTD SUMMER TOUR! Awesome!! Too bad Wayne Rooney will not be coming.. :(

 

I can’t wait!

Labels: Life

Independence Day (0)

It was America's independence day when Thomas Jefferson declared that all men have the rights to life, liberty and the pursuit their happiness. That is the reason I love america. Everyone has their rights!

Anyway, yesterday wankit and his family brought me to New York, Flushing for some Malaysian food hunt. We don't have clams(see ham) in jersey. So we had curry laksa with clams! Super awesome k..

Then we walk around and headed home for BBQ with the rest of the family..


Love the New York skyline



Super hot summer BBQ












It was a pleasent day but I didn't have time to continue watching my sex and the city; therefore, I shall declare today is gonna be my unproductive day where I will attempt to finish watching sex and the city..


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Labels: Life, Pictures

Couturing Shades (3)

No i am not a Juicy Couture freakish addict. I am not those young girls who likes pink stuff, flurry and fluffy bags and all.

Yes, i own a flurry Juicy Couture bag. I am just realizing my poor young childhood dream that i never had.

 

But this pair of sunnies is different. It is just the cheapest Aviator Sunnies that Sunglass Hut has, that is branded and nice looking. My boyfriend received some birthday offer from Sunglass Hut. Since he’s got an Oakley sunnies and i have his hand me down brand-less sunnies and a F21 sunnies that is over-sized, he decided i should get one.

 

Ray Ban’s got pretty nice designs but they are all over the budget.

 

So there it is, Juicy Couture. At least it’s not pink.

 

 

Ok.. The case is pink….

   

My hair ain’t Jet black anymore. I guess i washed all the blacks away. Gonna dye my hair black again end of August.

 

or….

 

Is there any color suggestion for my hair in Fall?

 

Don’t you guys think i look “lala” in this highlight? Hahha.. I know you do.

Labels: Fashion, Life, Pictures

Garlic stink bomb.. So not sexy! (0)

Just woke up. Feeling the bad smell from last nights overloaded hibachi garlic.



It was a great performance.. With the explosive fire.

Painted my nails pink while watching iron man, the first one.



So girly huh pink? So not me..

I think I should head to the gym now.

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Labels: Culinary, Food, Life, Movies, Pictures

Island (2)

I’ve been having weird taste of music lately.. I think it’s coz of summer..

 

See, i’ve been listening to tracks like this.

 

The XX is so awesome.

 

By the way, Eminem’s new album, Recovery, is another awesome possum album to buy. Definitely a very different style from the old Eminem, but this album is full of relationship sensitivity.

 

Plus, i have been listening to Norah Jones’s tracks whenever i bring the kids to the pool or to just hanging out by the beach. So relaxing.. I can sleep to Jones’s songs.. Makes me miss sipping Coffee Bean’s Swedish Berries Iced Tea at a hot evening at Jalan Wong Ah Fook. Just sitting by the busy street watching cars passing by and listening to Jazz, so nice..

 

I miss Fall/Winter. Summer is too hot. Makes me NEED to swim every day. If only i live by the beach..

Labels: Life, Movies, Video

Go USA!! (0)

Attempted to self braid my hair today but didn't work out well. Pheff!!


Supporting USA in the restaurant while accompanying the boyfriend. Hopefully they will get through so I can support them in the sports bar with wankit.


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Labels: Life, Pictures