Here and Now

I don't know how many of you still read my blog but i am still writing anyway, just in case, just in case, there are one of you out there still cares and read my blog.

Recently my hormones has been all over me. I was really really emotional.
Perhaps it's Spring Break and i have nothing much to do and my period refuse to come!
I felt so unpretty, so asian.
When the break is over, i get back to college and my lecturer slap me with 3 big fat projects that requires lots of shit work.
Then my group that i was working with for Studio 167 didn't invite me to join their group.
I was really sad. I didn't know what's wrong with me.
I really wanna ask them what's wrong but i think things are just better left unsaid.
Was it because i am a control freak? Or something else?
I was really really down. Feeling very lonely.
Made me really homesick. Made me miss my family so much.

Anyway, time to move on.
So i'll be entering 2 video contest. 1 is to win a Louis Vuitton speedy bag with make up goodies.
The other one is to win an internship at CW.
Wish me luck!

By the way, i am interning at Sky Blue FC with Wankit(my bf) now.
He got me this job.
My responsibilities are to shoot the entire home soccer match.
That easy.

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