Here and Now

I don't know how many of you still read my blog but i am still writing anyway, just in case, just in case, there are one of you out there still cares and read my blog.

Recently my hormones has been all over me. I was really really emotional.

Perhaps it's Spring Break and i have nothing much to do and my period refuse to come!

I felt so unpretty, so asian.

When the break is over, i get back to college and my lecturer slap me with 3 big fat projects that requires lots of shit work.

Then my group that i was working with for Studio 167 didn't invite me to join their group.

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I was really sad. I didn't know what's wrong with me.

I really wanna ask them what's wrong but i think things are just better left unsaid.

Was it because i am a control freak? Or something else?

I was really really down. Feeling very lonely.

Made me really homesick. Made me miss my family so much.

Anyway, time to move on.

So i'll be entering 2 video contest. 1 is to win a Louis Vuitton speedy bag with make up goodies.

The other one is to win an internship at CW.

Wish me luck!

By the way, i am interning at Sky Blue FC with Wankit(my bf) now.

He got me this job.

My responsibilities are to shoot the entire home soccer match.

That easy.

PEACE!

Labels: College, Drama, Life, Work