Are You Happy With Who You Are With? (0)

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I always dreamt of being with a guy who knows how to cook or musically talented.
Not to get me wrong, i am still hopelessly in love with Wankit.
But have you ever wonder, does all these qualities that you wanted in your future husband or wife really matters at the end of the day?
I don't know.
Are you happy with the person you end up with?
Are they the lady or man of your dream?
Sometimes i wonder, most of us ended up with the OPPOSITE of what they expected their partners to be.
I have friend swore that he hates cheerleaders when he was in high school, now he is happily in a relationship with an used to be cheerleader.
Does qualities really matters when love just hits you hard on your face?
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What The Future Holds? (2)

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I am finally getting my very own Canon T2i. No, i can't afford it.
I have to thank Jillian, Jill's mom and my mommy for sending me the money to get this camera to pursue my dream in filming.
I am so excited and thrilled to get this precious camera.
It's so expensive that i feel nervous. I feel like i don't deserve it.
I'm scared.
I feel like i don't know what my future holds after i get this camera.
I wanna thank them so much! So excited!
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Blessed By YOU (0)

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Sometimes he is so mean to me, doesn't wanna take picture of me and post it on FB, doesn't wanna sweet talk me, but when he randomly snuggles me in the middle of the night and said that he loves me, just melts my heart away.

I'm so lucky to have him.
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Good morning! (0)

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Cheers! (0)

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Cheers to a friend who gave me shit today!

Question : Do i still give credits to a close friend who did nothing but shit for me in a project? or should i just do my fucking best and give all the credits to myself?

I only left 5 more subjects in Mercer then i am out to 4 year college!

Stressful week this weekend.

Friday : 9am till 4pm Shooting for "Trail on Fire"
Saturday : 9:30am till 4pm Shooting for "Trail on Fire"
5:30pm till 11pm work
Sunday : 9am till wee hours work for Sky Blue FC Game Day
Monday : Hopefully no work so i can dedicate the entire day for Motion Graphics animation
Tuesday : Motions Graphics animation due!

〄FML〄

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Shake It Off (1)

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These past few days i had been busy doing assignments, i still am.
So i became a lil lazier to put on make up and dress well to college.
Plus my charming lecturer said i look better without make up.
Today, a random guy(i think he's a orang gila but a student), stop at the opposite direction of the library entrance with the door open but i was gonna exit through another door.
And he stared at me as i walked pass. So i said thanks, assuming he was waiting for me with the door open.
As i walked out from the building, he stop me.
And here is our conversation.

Guy
Hey! Hi! My name is 'guy'.
Me
Owh hi! I'm Melanie. Nice to meet you.
Guy
So where are you from?
Me
I'm from Malaysia.
Guy
Great! What is your major?
Me
I'm in digital film.
Guy
Well, i'm in performing arts! Our field is kinda related.
Me
Er.. If you say so.
Guy
So what do you plan to go to from film? Directing?
Me
Er.. I'm not quite sure yet.(if we're close i would tell him but i didn't)
Guy
Can we be friends? Maybe we can work together? I do wanna make some movies in future.(amboi! macam nak tidur dengan director je)
Me
Yea.. We can be friends??
Guy
You are so beautiful. I couldn't help but to notice you.
Me
Are you sure coz i don't have make up on.
Guy
You look amazing without any make up.
Me
Thanks!
Guy
Can i have your number?
Me
I'm sorry. I don't simply give out my numbers except for my classmates.
Guy
I am your classmates, we're in the same college.
Me
No. We're not in the same subject.
Guy
We're gonna work together.
Me
I'm sorry. Maybe i'll see you around and when i feel more comfortable giving you my number, i will. I gotta go now.
Guy
Do you know Jesus?
Me
Yes?
Guy
You believe in him?
Me
Yes i do?
Guy
We believe in him together. See, we have so much in common. We're almost in the same major and we know Jesus.
Me
Er.. I'm sorry. Maybe if i see you around more, then we'll talk.
Guy
Why don't i give you my number?
Me
No thanks. I don't think i'll be needing it. I really gotta go.
Guy
Owh really?
Me
yes. It's nice meeting you.

RAN AS FAST AS POSSIBLE!

Gila!

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Here and Now (0)

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I don't know how many of you still read my blog but i am still writing anyway, just in case, just in case, there are one of you out there still cares and read my blog.

Recently my hormones has been all over me. I was really really emotional.
Perhaps it's Spring Break and i have nothing much to do and my period refuse to come!
I felt so unpretty, so asian.
When the break is over, i get back to college and my lecturer slap me with 3 big fat projects that requires lots of shit work.
Then my group that i was working with for Studio 167 didn't invite me to join their group.
I was really sad. I didn't know what's wrong with me.
I really wanna ask them what's wrong but i think things are just better left unsaid.
Was it because i am a control freak? Or something else?
I was really really down. Feeling very lonely.
Made me really homesick. Made me miss my family so much.

Anyway, time to move on.
So i'll be entering 2 video contest. 1 is to win a Louis Vuitton speedy bag with make up goodies.
The other one is to win an internship at CW.
Wish me luck!

By the way, i am interning at Sky Blue FC with Wankit(my bf) now.
He got me this job.
My responsibilities are to shoot the entire home soccer match.
That easy.

PEACE!
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Why do i feel so unpretty even with make-up on? (0)

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Studio 167 (0)

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Studio 167 from Melanie Ng on Vimeo.

A class project directed mainly by me and edited by me!


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A Lill Bit of This A Lil Bit Of That (0)

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It has been awhile since i updates the blog.
Well, i had been pretty busy with college homework lately.
My classmates(one of them own a Canon T2i) and i wrote a fantastic script about 2 girls trapped in a studio late at night by a computer that takes over and the title is 'Studio 167'
Shot it and directed it. SO HAPPY with some of the shots that i directed.
But i didn't know we all have to edit our own one for our lecturer. SCREW IT!
So i am a lil behind. *tiu*

Here's some pictures to see what you've missed.

I was busy with the college basketball championship
broadcasting for the college channel
I was in charge of the audio.

My baby Sage.
She has been a very good girl.
Wankit and i love her to death!
She is so adorable.❤❤❥♥
We've been taking her to dog parks and she socializes
very well with other dogs.
I'm a proud mummy.


Our 3rd year anniversary❥.
I can't believe we've been together for 3 years now.
This is my longest relationship ever! Haha.. And it shall forever be.
I can't believe despite living together for almost 2 years,
we are still crazily in love with each other.
I really wanna thank God for sending him to be my life companion.
We were actually very excited about dinning at this
expensive Korean buffet that serves oysters, tobiko, crab, SEA URCHIN,
and many more.
But when were actually having it, we don't feel anything.
Perhaps we ate too much which made us feel uncomfy.


Me looking tired at our 3rd year anniversary coz i had
10am till 7pm classes non-stop that day.
And shooting for my film which was a pure fun!
Since now it's Spring break, i planned to cook some nice
homecook food for MYSELF.
Got Choi Geok's recipe from Natasha!
It's like everyone's traditional CNY dish.
Reminds me so much about home and my warm warm family members.
It's so delicious! Just what i've been craving for.

Then a few days ago i went over to MeiLi's place to look for her.
She live like 30 minutes drive from my place.
But she live in such an amazing and laid back town.
Brought some Choi Geok for her too, she loves it.
By the way, Meili is a Swedish mix Hong Kie, photographer.
So i can connect the most with her and our age is about the same,
so no problem at bonding.


She takes amazing pictures!

And i can read and write a lil chinese now!

我是學生。 我不是美國人。我老時都不時美國人。 我們是中國人。
我愛我的嗎嗎,爸爸, 妹妹 和 我的男朋友。

Awesome huh?

My break is coming to an end and i haven't gone any further with my Audio Production homework and my animation for Motion Graphics. DIE DIE!
Spent too much time with the dog at the park and editing my short film.
I'm a lil OCD sometimes. I want everything to be up to my standard.
I guess that's a good thing.
I'll upload it here tomorrow morning.

Time for me to hit the sheets and get some snooze!

Maybe the rest of my break i shall indulge and educate myself more with some movies!
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goodnight.. long day of shooting. hopefully with good production.. (0)

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gloomy day! (0)

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heineken! (2)

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How can you not love spring? (0)

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Video Call with Chew!! (0)

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Gifts (0)

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Why is it other girl's boyfriend knows how to surprise the right gift to their girlfriends at special occasions?
How they successfully do so to their bf?

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SO! Valentine's Day! (0)

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I am not a big fan of Valentine's Day. I don't need to receive any gifts and i won't buy any gifts and i won't wish anyone. I think it's too over commercialized. But one thing i love to do on Valentine's Day is to drag Wankit out to eat! I love to eat! It's an excuse to indulge with expensive food!
:D Food makes me really happy! woot! We had japanese cuisine. I just wanna eat. :D
Love my life. I was so hungry that i dig in without even snapping any picture. Haha!
I had a great dinner. Like i said, i am not a big fan of Valentine's Day.
I just don't think it's special. I prefer celebrating Anniversaries. More special. No one else is celebrating it with you. HA! How special it is?

Anyway, just accomplish my TV 2 1 minute short story. I did a story of Wankit and i and it's a gift for our 3 years anniversary. I am pretty proud of it but i kinda dun like the voice over. Sound very cheezy. Bleh!

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Good morning! Assignment due, kinda nervous what might the others ssay about my 1 minute animation (0)

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fat hau (0)

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@Ethanssy WTF! do we even look alike?! (0)

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Doing seaweed mask at 7:56am before college by @RiceBunny . No idea if it works or not? Hmm.. (0)

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Outfit of the day to college and blouse that i bought in NYC Esprit yesterday. SALES! (0)

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Outfit of the day to college and blouse that i bought in NYC Esprit yesterday. SALES! (0)

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Chinese New Year (0)

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It's Chinese
New Year today and it has been 2 years since i celebrated my old traditional chinese new year.
Last year, i webcammed with my family and i broke down.
But i am much stronger this year. I intensively Skyped with my family for the past 2 days and i DID NOT CRY AT ALL!
What an achievement! Bahhaa..


Anyways, CNY here is nothing like home. :(


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