I Am Getting A Lil Afraid Of Who I Am Becoming

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Christine turns 21 years old yesterday. So we celebrated with her at The Curve.

Had lunch.

Bought her The Fray CD.

Sing K.

Had fun.

Somehow leaded me to someone i don’t know who i had become. The old me, won’t spend money on these when i don’t have money. I used to lecture my exboyfriend on prioritizing, and i am becoming like him. I am so broke, and yet i said yes to karaoke. What is wrong with me?

I am somehow disappointed in myself. I want to change. I want to change back to who i was. The Mels who studies for finals. The Mels who care about and manage her $$ well.

I don’t want Wankit to have a horrible wife in future that spends like this. He made me realized who i had become, thank God for that. I really don’t know what to do besides doing the best i can for myself and him. I want to change. I don’t want him to repeat the history again. I love him, and he deserves better than this.

I need to change.

Hope you had a great great birthday Christine..

I will post the pictures up tomorrow..

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2 Responses:

Anonymous said...

resh here..we know kl isnt as cheap anymore..even we the ones who stay here feel the pinch..so its ok if u spending abit more but as long u know where the money is going too..n i feel if the money is to fill ur stomach then its ok la =) so dont worry so much k..things will fit into place when its suppose too..maybe just spend wisely and dont shop too much but dont skip meals k..=) hugss

Melanie said...

Thanks reshy

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